Life is 10% what happends to you. And 90% is how you choose to react to it.
October 2010
101 posts
September 2010
263 posts

If you have to hurt me, do it gently and
let me down easy.
but now we don’t talk anymore.
A bestfriend who would talk to me at school. They wouldn’t mind me copying their homework cohs’ I was so lazy to do it. We’d share the same locker. We’d share the same lunch. We’d take the same sport and classes. We’d always be seen with each other. We could study together and not learn anything at all. Go to the dances and sit next to each other all the time at the rallys. Join the same clubs and borrow each other’s clothes and exchange iPods. Go over to their house and play videogames. My parents would like your parents and we’d go to each other’s house all the time becohs’ our parents are hellah close. A bestfriend who would always be there for me even when I’m not with them physically. Always willing to talk to me no matter what. Make each other laugh whenever we’re doing silent reading in class. Pull pranks on each other. Buy each other lunch. I’m so jealous of seeing all these bestfriends and couples around at school. I’m just a loner walking by myself all the time..
were supposed to right down our table numbers.
This white gurl next to me writes
TABEL 1

since im finally going to sleep with a smile on my face.
Thank you.
go back to those good days. :)
Hercules & Tarzan FTW!
With you is where i’d rather be.
i look forward to your call. Just hearing your voice makes me happy. But the thing that sucks is that you live far away :( Even though you live far away we still talk every night and webcam which makes me like you even more. I hope this doesn’t change, and i hope that one day i will be able to see you and give you a big ass hug!

i don’t feel like a better person torwards other people, but torwards myself.
I’m finally happy with who i am.
Saturday September 25, 2010
That hand I’m holding right there is my boyfriend’s. Yes, I have a boyfriend. He’s my Bubu, my Jeremy. I met him this year and we made it official in March. The only thing that came between us was distance. He lived in Hawaii, and me of course in Cali. For those who say long distance relationships don’t work out, we made it happen. We texted everyday, webcammed whenever we got the chance, and most nights I would spend talking with him on the phone despite the 3 hour time difference. He told me he would be moving to Cali in June, and as each month passed I got more and more excited. But then the date moved from June, to July, to August, to September. That was one of the hardest parts I had to deal with, keeping my hopes up then putting them on hold as the date kept changing. But I never let it get to me, the wait was just another obstacle to overcome. We had our ups and downs but our relationship only grew stronger through our little arguments and fights. Fastforward to now, my wait came to an end the day he finally moved. Yesterday, I finally got my chance to be with him. My heart raced the moment I saw him. The reality never hit me until the moment he held my hand. That feeling of knowing it was no longer a dream that we constantly talked about was now our reality. The wait was definitely worth it. I couldn’t be any more happier…
This makes me happy seeing a long distance with a happy ending. I hope that if i have one it’ll end up like this.
